Custom-built: You are turned on by how treacherous and deceptive you are. You begin by reminding your victim of all the lies youve told him, of all the empty promises youve made. You make joy of him for having believed you, for having trusted you. Didnt he know how evil you were? How could he have ever trusted such an evil woman, such a giant villainess? The sweeter the promises then, the more you make joy of him now. You tell him how you were already laughing inwards, how even as you promised eternal love you were already anticipating crushing him underfoot. The more you mock him for his love, his trust, his naivete, the more you get turned on. The idea of having fooled a man so entirely, and a man who loves you, and now to be about to crush him, it all turns you on very much. Etc. And then, of course, you crush him under your foot or inbetween your toes. ;.
